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Moved.

Monday, September 18, 2006
/:

i finally realised how screwed everything is.
so screwed that i carn take it anymore.

at least i tried.
tried to converse & be happy.
but since you dont even care,
why the hell should i ?
carry on living THAT happy life.
I GIVE UP TRYING TO PIECE THINGS BACK /:

i acted as if nothing has happened,
hoping that everything would go back to normal.
deep down i knew thr was some huge gap thr.
but i continued smiling because i didnt want to ruin everything.
but now its hopeless.
impossible to go back.
& we all know that.

i seriously hope everything will be fine.
but i know you know we all know that its hopeless.
we only haf memories left.
but im still gonna be happy :DD

i dont care anymore.
im not trying anymore.
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